The adrenalin of writing an exam. That’s what I am addicted to. Crazy, I know. Some days I moan and wonder why I got myself into this again! Surely at my age, life should be peaceful and stress should be limited to the office boundaries. Not me. Oh no. First it was a year certificate course in communication. And you know what, I still don’t communicate that well. Not in person anyway. I can write brilliant reports and beautiful letters, but speaking my mind is not my favourite. Unless I am angry and then communication is even worse. So much for the certificate on my wall.
Then came the management diploma. I finished that last year. I was delighted when the results came and I realised I was done! At last!
But alas, the end was still not in sight. My dearest husband and I decided that we will tackle a BCom in Informatics together, so here I go again.
Tomorrow is my first exam. Economics. Bleh. Really not the nicest subject. Still, it has to be done.
I have butterflies in my tummy thinking of what lies ahead tomorrow. I feel slightly lightheaded when I think of the exam. I still have some serious studying to do tonight. Instead of studying last week when I had a lot of time, I chose to knit with my Mom. Priorities, Priorities.
So pray for me! Pray for wisdom and insight and a serenity of mind. I seriously need your prayers!